As the clock ticked, she could hear every second that
brought her closer to her most dreaded moment. She closed her eyes to shut out
the thoughts but they were already drawing near. What would she do this time. ‘I
don’t want this’ ‘I don’t want this’ ‘I don’t want this’ she screamed. If only
the walls could hear her, instead they only swallowed her cries and left her
void. The only thing filling her right now was GUILT.
Hey guys, I would have loved to write a lot more on this,
probably write a story. The fact is you know your story, how the addiction
began to the denial stage to when you realized it was an addiction to when you
felt you couldn’t do anything about it to when you realized you needed to do something about it to
when you had had just enough to the point....
I don’t really plan to write much on this but I’ll like to implore
you to meet the master. I’m not saying you’re not a ‘christian’ or you’re a bad
person or anything like that. I’m saying be true to whatever’s happening with
you right now and lay it at the feet of Jesus. He listens. He cares. He won’t
judge you. He’ll help you through it.
I pray for you that the Almighty God be with you through
whatever you might be facing. I pray that you conform to his image so that when
he comes that day you’ll be his bride…..pure and acceptable.
P.S – if there’s someone you trust, you could share whatever you're facing so as to keep you in check.
God bless you.
